Today truly feels like the twilight zone. Nothing feels good. Nothing feels normal. Nothing feels happy. My decision to begin birth control might have been a really big mistake. Without going into unnecessary details, it’s a decision I made for myself, not because this was needed per say. Right now, I feel as if I’ve […]

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Dear You

Dear You, You trying to be invisible, You secluding in the back, Dear You, You driving to fast, You hiding under the sheets, Dear You, You staggering in at 6 a.m., You crying upon endlessness crying, Dear You, You drowning yourself in pity, You convincing yourself of shit, Dear You, You shutting everyone out, You […]

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A Beginner at an Ending

Right now, I’m watching a Netflix Original Series , “The L Word”. In this particular segment, Jenny, a compulsive and inspiring author, is meeting with an editor. She’s been diligently writing from the moment her character was introduced in Season 1. Her script has finally landed in the hands of a publisher, who’s desire is […]

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