Today truly feels like the twilight zone. Nothing feels good. Nothing feels normal. Nothing feels happy.

My decision to begin birth control might have been a really big mistake.

Without going into unnecessary details, it’s a decision I made for myself, not because this was needed per say.

Right now, I feel as if I’ve lost control of my emotions. I wanna eat everything in sight. I feel super chilly…. As if it’s 45 degrees and the end of October outside. Despite my efforts to remain calm with my anxiety medication, I’m a crying mess.

Happy Saturday y’all.

Anyone wanna share something ridiculously silly to cheer me up?

How about a tub of ice cream?! That sounds amazing right now!


6 thoughts on “What?

  1. Whew!! I’m so sorry you are going through that. Funny hormonal story: when I was pregnant, The Sims made me cry, like torrential, my husband couldn’t play the game anymore.
    May Ben & Jerry’s bring you solace!

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  2. I am so sorry your are going through all of these scary “out there” sensations…….it’s very scary, i’ve been there too and it is a whole lot of no fun……..may it pass by quickly.

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